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Friday, December 19, 2014

The Most Memorable Christmas

The Most Memorable Christmas

By TreAnna B.

    My most memorable Christmas occurs at the nice tender age of ten. It was the one year my parents could hardly afford anything for Christmas. Of course, at my age I did not know that. I simply believed that since I had been a good girl, Santa would bring me my gifts, and I would have a few from my parents of course. However, I soon found out that this would not be an ordinary Christmas.
    I climbed into the front seat of my nana’s white Chevy Impala, triumphant I had won the race against my sister, again. She was ready to take us out to our house. Before we had even pulled from the drive she said, “You girls need to wear something nice tomorrow night.” Ever the tomboy my sister asked, “A dress?” Smiling mischievously Nana replied, “A dress would be nice.” My little sister, Karissa, screwed her face up in disgust. “I don’t like wearing dresses!” “Then wear something nice. Without holes, rips, tears, stains…” She continued to list what all we didn’t need to wear, including pajamas and summer clothing. Finally she stopped and we drove in silence for a while. “Why?” Ever the curious one, I just had to know. We never dressed up “nice” unless we had to go to Sunday school or to a relative’s house that I’ve never heard of before. “The fire department is coming by tomorrow.” “Oh.”
    She pulled up into our yard and my sister eagerly jumped from the backseat. “Why?” Once again I asked the same question, with the same level of curiosity. “They’re going to drop off some gifts for you three, since things have been…” She searched for the right word. Perhaps maybe one I would understand or perhaps simply one that wouldn’t make things sound too bad. “tight.” She finally said. I nodded and jumped out of the car. “I’ll be back to pick you after I come back from Citronelle.” “Okay. Love you.” “Love you too, Bradley girl.” I kissed her and she drove off.
    For the rest of the day I kept trying to think of something I could do for the firefighters that were bringing us “presents”. By the next day I had thought of something. It was a simple little thing. A hand drawn card. I hid it in the cleaning cabinet until Nana told me it was once again time to go. This time, however, there was no racing to the car. I had no one to race against. I simply stood beside the cleaning closet, trying to decide if I really wanted to take the card to the nice firefighters who were delivering our goodies. As Nana grabbed her keys, she  called for me again, “Are you ready, TreA?” “Coming.” I gave the cabinet one last glance and then walked away. I was too shy to get the card, and it would seem stupid anyway. Ten year olds didn’t give cards to firefighters, even if they were bringing presents. That was such a six year old thing to do, and I didn’t see Olivia, my youngest sister, doing that.
    My house always lacked the grace and décor of other homes. We lived in a double-wide trailer. The white walls bore the scars of our young artistic signatures and the carpet was stained in too many places from juice or spaghetti when we had ignored Mom as she warned us not to eat in the living room. Still, it was home. A quaint Christmas tree rested itself in the center of the room, but still off to the side. It was decorated with ornaments that dazzled, sparkled, twisted and twirled. I was mesmerized every time I saw that tree. The rest of the living room was like out of a novel, that is if it was a cheap room filled with handmade ornaments from an elementary school and cards collected from over the years.
    The firefighters from the VFD finally arrived; I sat on the couch quiet, acting like a perfect little girl. Then came in one, then two, then three, then four, and each was carrying gifts. I watched as they made two then three trips out to their truck. Finally one yelled, “That’s it,” and several took off. Two or three remained and talked to my mom, who sat in her chair. She could still walk around, but it was difficult for her.
    I helped move the presents under the tree, smiling each time I found one marked “Ten” or “Ten-year-old.” I didn’t care it didn’t have my name on it. It was for me. As I arranged the presents, I listened to my mom and the two remaining firefighters, a man and a woman, talk. “We really do appreciate this.” My mom replied. “You’re welcome,” replied the man. “Anything we can do to help.” “We’re glad we could,” added the woman.
    They continued to talk about people and places and times I couldn’t remember and honestly really did not care about. All I cared about was the shiny packages calling my name. There were square ones that twinkled, and round ones that sparkled. Long ones, wide ones, narrow ones, skinny ones, fat ones, and unwrapped ones. All for us. I looked at the three dolls, left unwrapped and up front. Even through the plastic of their containers, their faces glowed, eyes twinkling.
    The firefighters left and my sisters and I approached our mom. “Can we open one, please?” It was December twenty-second. We really didn’t expect our mom to agree, but after looking over the gifts she gave us a choice between a skinny flat one and a plump soft one. I took the soft, my sisters the skinny. When I unwrapped mine, I found a pair of purple gloves, my favorite color. My sisters sported green and purple dog diaries.
    The next day was the same thing, “Mom, can we open a present?” “Why don’t you choose one of the dolls?” “Those aren’t presents!” I said indignant. “They aren’t wrapped!” “So,” my mom responded, “It’s still a present, wrapped or unwrapped.” Grudgingly I agreed with her and picked a doll, the same one my sister wanted. We fought over it for a few moments before my mom took the matter into her own hands. “Riss, why don’t you want this one? It has really shiny eyes. And sleek brown hair.” “No!” screeched my younger sister. “I want that one!” She pointed at the one I held in my hands. “But this one has such a pretty dress! And what nice coloring! It’s a real antique!” My mother’s web soon wrapped me in its spell. I knew she was just trying to entice my younger sister, but I felt a twinge of jealousy. “You can have this one.” I tried to shove the doll into her hands. “I want that one.” However, seeing that I no longer wanted the doll, she decided she didn’t either. She wanted the one Momma had. I handed my doll to Momma. “Is this one pretty too?” Momma nodded her head. “Of course. Just like you are.” I smiled.
    My mom continued to allow us to open up presents, two or three a day until Christmas, when we finally got to finish opening up the rest of them. I walked away with a lot of stuff that year. Stuff I didn’t really need and let’s face it, probably didn’t really deserve, but I was ten, so in my eyes it was stuff that I did deserve. I had been good all year and the firefighters were just helping Santa deliver everything early.

Thursday, November 27, 2014

Happy Thanksgiving

Happy Thanksgiving!


By Megan H.
Happy Thanksgiving everybody! I thought I might list a few things I'm thankful for this year...

1. First and foremost, I am thankful for my relationship with Jesus. And for His mercy. Without Him, I would be nothing...

2. My family! A family I can laugh and cry with, through hard and happy times.

3. My friends!

4. My part in contributing to GGFG. I feel blessed to be apart of GGFG.

5. My friendship with Hillary! I don't know what I would do without her. She has given me so much (awesome)advice, in good and bad times. Love you!

6. A roof over my head. It makes me think of all the people who don't have anything.

I am so thankful for everything and everyone I have. Before everybody gets excited over the turkey, mashed potatoes, gravy, black friday, etc...think of the people who don't have anything. Thanksgiving gets me thinking about all the people who don't have anything. Who don't have food, clothes, a house, or family/friends who mean so much to you. And we shouldn't just remember these things on Thanksgiving. But, everyday...
Happy Thanksgiving everyone!

What I'm Thankful For

What I'm Thankful For

By Erin B.
I'm thankful for my family and friends because without them I'm be lost, forgotten, or pushed aside. They gave me hope for the future. And this is why I'm thankful for them: they gave me faith and they've given me my strength to get through hard times. With out any of them, I don't think I would have gotten through a lot this year. They love and support me in everything I chose to do.

What are you Thankful For?

What are you Thankful For?

By Sarah P
I never really stop and name exactly what I’m thankful for. Sure, I say something along the lines of “thank You for this day,” or “thank You for this food,” when I pray throughout the day, but I don't actually think about what I'm saying. Hillary challenged all of us to write what we were thankful for this year. After a lot of prayer, I narrowed down my list to this:


1. Jesus (shouldn't He always be at the top of our lists?). I definitely couldn't have gone through all of the things that happened this year without Him. Thank you, Jesus!


2. My family. We're really close! They certainly aren't perfect, but they love me so much. It's awesome that we can worship together. Plus, we do crazy things together (as in, going to a billion Christian concerts, reading together, and talking in 
British/Italian/Hawaiian/Indian accents). I love all of you!


3. My friends. Although they are few and far between, they cheer me on and help me grow in my faith, whether they're close to me or hours away. I'm so thankful for all the laughs we share, all the tears we cry together, and all the texts, emails, and visits. I love you guys!


4. Tram. Tram is a girl that my parents and I are sponsoring through Holt International. I'm glad we can be a part of her life, and every update and picture we get from her is priceless. It's really amazing that I have the privilege of being a part of her world!


Those are the things I have been most thankful for this year. All the things I have been blessed with this year are too many to count! God is so good to me. He deserves my gratitude and thankfulness, as always! Like Psalm 136:26 says, we should, "Give thanks to the God of heaven. His faithful love endures forever."


What are you thankful for?

Thanksgiving

 Thanksgiving

By Julianna O.
   There are lots of things I am thankful for but I am going to share a few of those things. The first thing I am thankful for are my parents who gave me life. My school work is another thing I am thankful for and the last thing I am thankful for is my sister who inspires me to do photography and art. One last thing I am thankful for is Jesus and all the things he has done for me. Those are some things I am thankful for.

Be Thankful

Be Thankful

By Rebecca U.
Hey girls! So, because I'm a Canadian, our Thanksgiving was last month. But really, this is all applying to me too, because we should be thankful all the time!! Yes, even when we are in the depths of despair, and think we have the the worst life ever! Because I can guarantee that you are much better off than a lot people. So be thankful! A few things I'm thankful for right now.

1. God! I am so thankful for God, and for the opportunity to have relationship with Him. He sent His only Son to die, so that we could have a relationship with Him. And so that one day we can go to heaven, if we accept His gift of salvation. I am so thankful for my relationship with God!

2. A warm house! I has been snowing here all day, so I am very thankful to be inside and warm as I'm typing this. 

3. Technology! This doesn't get mentioned a lot when we list what we are thankful for, but I think we are all thankful for this! Everything from laptops, to TVs, to cars. It's all technology! If we didn't have laptops, mobile devices, or WiFi connection, you wouldn't be reading this. 

4. Family! (ok, so family is mentioned on just about everyone's list, but family is important.) I can honestly say I don't have the best family. But I still love them. And they love and care for me, and I'm thankful for that.

5. Friends. Because really, friends are the best, right? They laugh with you, they cry with you. They are there for you. They are so much fun to be with!

6. Last, but most definitely not least, I'm thankful for GGFG!! I am so thankful for this website and the encouragement it brings to me, and to all of you. I love going on the forums and talking with you girls. I love writing for this website and having a part in this ministry. I am so thankful that God gave me this opportunity to be part of this amazing website! 

Happy Thanksgiving girls!! Enjoy time with family, and hopefully a good meal, but most importantly, remember to be thankful! After all, that is the real reason for Thanksgiving.

The Little Things

The Little Things

By Sarah K
   This year, I am thankful for the little things. For the brilliant colors of the sunrise I can now see out my window every morning, lighting up the world, and giving me hope. For the hugs from my little sister. For the tentative smile I shared the other day with someone I thought I would never be able to forgive. For the smell of smoke on the air as my family shouts and screams while watching football. For the school everyone thought wouldn’t happen, but inconceivably did, all 50 kids growing as close as family. For not only the laughter, but the feel of my friend’s hand on my shoulder that speaks louder than words, as my world seems to shake on its foundations. For that moment in my impatience and self-pity, when the realization hits that I’ve been carried all along, and the God I thought had abandoned me taps me on the shoulder, and points out He’s always been there. For those ethereally short, but shining moments, when I meet a friend’s smile, and there’s only the two of us. For the strangely freeing tears over someone else’s heartache, because it only makes my heart bigger, even though the stretching hurts. For all the ways His Creation amazes me, from the slippery coolness of water in mid-summer Arizona heat, to the discovery of a flower blooming in the midst of weeds, to that supremely exciting day it is first under 100 degrees, and that feeling of breathtaking awe and yet peace underneath a night sky not tainted by city lights.  For all the little things that have suddenly become big, like my family sharing dinner together (for once) and sharing a moment of hilarity. For the ridiculously embarrassing moments when my face is as red as a beet as my friends and I pile into a group hug, and I feel like I’m going to burst, because I love them so much. But most of all, I’m thankful that I have the opportunity to look back, and see - half-ashamed that I missed it before and half in awe of the sheer wonderfulness of it all - the miracles God provided, the times I swore I couldn’t make it, but He carried me through, and all the moments that His Love burns out like a brilliant fire: a testament to the fact that I am His beloved child. And for that, my gratitude will never be enough – but He knows what I mean, anyways.

Thankful



Thankful

By Rachel S.
I am thankful for many things. Picking just one is… exceedingly difficult. I mean, I’m thankful for roses and friendship, birds and Facebook, books and words. The laughter of children, and the warmth of my home.

But of all the things on the earth that I’m thankful for, I must say that I’m most thankful for Freedom. Freedom to be thankful for a million things. Freedom to dance, to write, to hang out with my family and my friends. 

And that’s what I’m most thankful for…

Little Things



Little Things


By Samantha W.

I am thankful for a paperback book cradled in my hands. Summer nights with the perfume of wisteria drifting on a breeze.  An oak graced with Spanish moss, and stars, millions of stars winking at me from above.



I am thankful for the laughter my family makes. Warmth offered when I draw a soft but scratchy blanket around my shoulders. Changes, dozens of changes chipping away my selfish ambitions and drawing me closer to Christ.



I am thankful for little things, which mean so much because God shares it all with me.


Saturday, September 20, 2014

Of Matters of Faith



Of Matters of Faith

  By Emily M.





I have been for the longest time the biggest coward when it comes to motor bike rides. I could not stand the thought of being on one. It is scary. Here in Kenya they even have a name 'death traps' a whole hospital ward is dedicated to victims of motorbike accidents. Recently God put me in a position where I had no choice but to trust that He knows what he is doing. I recently read a book from rick warren The purpose driven life and in it he was talking about how God continuously tests our character.. He suggested that all of life is actually a test. God constantly watches your response to people, problems, success, conflict, illness, disappointment and even a motorbike ride. Did I mention that I had no choice in the matter? Well, for three days I have been on one. Going through bad weather - rain and mists and cold, through rough roads- sometimes we even had to walk, long distances to inaccessible places and all this time I imagine God is watching my reaction and enthusiasm to what I am doing. The real question is do I trust him enough to know he will take me through it all and take me out a better person? I have reached a point and understood that life is a test therefore there is nothing insignificant in my life. Everything that happens, happens for good for those who love God. It has taken my life to a whole new dimension. I am in the arms of someone who loves me....despite the close shaves with the reality of hitting a bush or sliding to the ground. In fact, at one point we actually run out of fuel and guess what God was faithful. I have come to realize that every day is an important day and every second a growth opportunity to deepen my character, to demonstrate love or to depend on God. I want who I am, what he has given me to praise him and glorify His holy name.

Well at this point God has indeed kept his promise, and has not allowed me to be tested beyond what I can handle. He has given me the strength to endure that motorbike for three days even if I am extremely tired at the end of it all and provided me with a way to enjoy the whole experience.

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